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"Many paths we travel, many souls we reach, happiness extends its hand to those who weep.
Each and every heart we touch, enlightens our very soul, for it is that path we take,
that very light we seek, sends us on our journey to that very Heart we seek."
Name: `Jason Ng Wen Kai.`


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July 27, 2008 1:22 AM
Finally! I am back to my old routine of badminton. I ate my dinner and went straight into getting my head into the game. Brandon and I tagged team and had never played with each other for quite sometime.

I saw Joshua and Jerome attending the badminton session for the first time.
Brandon always wear the same shirt and pants. Brandon as usual fumed at me for being late. I jumped right into a match and it all began.

We made mistakes at times. We were leading but lost the lead and finally game point.
We lost due to my fault for not hitting it over. Never mind. We went on stroking. I did not stop to catch a breath or a sip of water. It was a grueling period.

However, it was great to burn baby burn those fats away! Away I say!

We went on playing and soon before long, we had to call it a day once again. I felt that my exercise was never enough and wanted to continue. Nevertheless, I may come again next week.

"Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee."
Muhammad Ali


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1:08 AM



It was Friday, 25th of July. I was still wondering whether to attend the party or not as I did not know half of the people going. I received a birthday invitation card and everybody around suspected it to be a love letter. HAHA. Impossible! In a million years. I merely just read through.




It was another HONEST MISTAKE OKAY!





I did not see the dress code! HAHA! Shawn did not come in black or white too you know. He came in Grey!

My friends and I went to the food court to have lunch as usual before making our way home like everytime?

I was still considering whether to go or not when Shawn told me that if I don't feel like going, don't force myself and regret like I did last time. However, this time round, there was nothing to regret about. I believed that it will be a heck of great time. Shawn was like waiting for me to get ready and I was already at the bus-stop calling him.

What the hell? Toilet Boy. =X

I was already on 174. I decided to miss 61 as it was so packed like sardines. I rushed to Ichiban at Plaza Singapura. I was early though. I arrived before 7pm. However, I was in the wrong dress code. Never mind. Better than someone who was late because of me.

I sat with Shawn, Yong En and Mustafa. Japanese Curry was like so ordinary. Nothing special. It was better in Japan. All who came, if I can remember correctly, it was SinJie, Jiesi, Marilyn, Elaine, Xuejia, Chloe, Wee Yin, Rachel, Jane, Joanna, Kaiting, Vivian, Jessica, Liwei, Yong En, Mustafa, Jun Jie, Shawn, Rickson, Kahfatt, Derrick.

I hope I got it all right.




We all walked to Cineleisure to take Neoprints. It was so hot in the cubicle and I was blocked by Yong En's big head. We took many photos and spent endless amount of time taking. I was eager to reach home before my show starts. Everyone was tired but we had a great time. It was just like my birthday earlier this year. It was great. =D I don't feel like an outcast at all even though I wore red. HAHA!




I arrived home at about 11.45pm. It was late but I managed to catch the last episode of
"Heart of Greed" =D


So touching~


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July 24, 2008 12:35 AM
The number of days left to the O Levels are reducing quickly. I want to achieve and do my very best to get a very good score. I do not want to regret.

It rained and poured heavily.It felt never-ending. Nature is telling us that we should save the Earth. The sky was gloomy. What a bad way to start an absolutely perfect day.
A-Mathematics Mock Exam Paper 1 for today. I expect the unexpected. Therefore, it was not a surprise to me. Principles of Account Mock Exam Paper was given out as well. It was to be done as a homework.

Think before you act.
Do not do things you do not want others to do to you.
It is already coming towards the end of July and you guys are still slacking away.
Do not regret.

I have nothing much to say. Lessons after recess was kind of free and relaxed. No Mathematics for a day is good. It gives us time to relax and catch up on our work

I was cheated by the Chicken Rice Stall. I bet she knows what she was doing. Hope she will not be so parsimonious.

I want to make time to relax and study. To free myself and daydream. Tired. Fatigue level rising......

Nothing much to blog about. Just being random.

Sign off,
Jason

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July 20, 2008 1:10 AM
Just Misfortunes.

Today was a very different day as compared to other days. Today is NOT an ordinary day. It was a truly a day of deep understanding and thinking that goes beyond I could imagine. I did not actually do this for quite some time. It was definitely worth a day of wasting to gain a lifetime of knowledge and wisdom. It gave me a larger scope of the perspective of life and the meaning of it. It was a day of learning and to acquire things that words could not be described. It was a very spiritual and enlightened day to reach deep down inside the soul to learn about it. I was relaxing and it was certainly a blissful day. I was not interrupted and had a great time relaxing my mind.

Thoughts will take control and lead you to places where one will not know of.
I am officially weird today and no doubts about it.

All I know is that it caused me to nearly lose control for awhile.

Soul searching is a serious business. Very dangerous but able to learn a lot about life.

Cheryl don't emotional!! Friends are there for a reason. To come when they need you and leave when they do not need you. Have to face the fact that we are treated like spare tires sometimes. Take it as a joke okay.HAHA. Your not the only one. There is no problems in life. There is only obstacles and challenges. Okay I read too much quotes already until I went crazy in using them too much and teaching my friend.

http://www.saidwhat.co.uk/

I better look before I leap in future. =P
Ahh! Whatthepongzxz! xD
Sorry if I copyrighted your text Shawn.















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12:38 AM



I have not really got the time to actually watch this video about Carnegie Mellon Professor Randy Pausch, who is dying from pancreatic cancer who gave his last lecture at the university on Sept. 18, 2007, before a packed McConomy Auditorium. In his moving talk, "Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams," Pausch talked about his lessons learned and gave advice to students on how to achieve their own career and personal goals.

He is a really amazing person and inspire others to live life to their fullest. He has a positive attitude. He is the reason hope and goodness is still being seen through the silver linings of the clouds above despite being in this violent world. He is still alive today living his last few days despite being diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in the September of 2006. He is a true hero who faces reality despite knowing that he is dying.

Absolutely Amazing!

He began his lecture by saying “when there is an elephant in the room, introduce them” and he showed his CAT scans about his tumors. The lecture was not about his cancer. It was more about telling people to achieve their childhood dreams. He mentioned some of the childhood dreams that he had. Here are some of his childhood dreams.
  1. Being in zero gravity
  2. Playing National Football League
  3. Authoring an article in the World Book of Encyclopedia
  4. Being Captain Kirk
  5. Being an Imagineer with Disney
  6. Winning a stuffed animals from amusement park.

In fact, he achieved all of his childhood dreams.

Here is some of the stuff he mentioned on his last lecture.

“The brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people.”

“It’s not about how to achieve your dreams. It’s about how to lead your life. If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself. The dreams will come to you.”

“These slides (he showed some slides) are a little bit dark, but when I was in high school I
decided to paint my bedroom. [shows slides of bedroom] I always wanted a submarine and an
elevator. And the great thing about this is they let me do it. And
they didn’t get upset about it. And it’s still there. If you go to my parent’s house it’s still there. And anybody who is out there who is a parent, if your kids want to paint their bedroom, as a favor to me let them do it. It’ll be OK. Don’t worry about resale value on the house.” Painting a room is to spread out children’s imagination”

Also before he ended his speech, he said that the speech is not for the people who was watching the lecture, but it was for his 3 kids, where they will see this lecture when they grow up.

I have my own childhood dream. I wanted to become a Taxi driver, wanted to live in a deserted island and try to survive by myself, wanted to participate in marathon, and I wanted to become an airline pilot. I thought I was never gonna achieve my own childhood dream. However, after this inspirational speech, I decided to do my best to achieve my childhood dream before I die.

http://johnpyun.wordpress.com/2008/04/18/randy-pausch-the-last-lecture-really-achieving-your-childhood-dreams/

Here is the transcript:

http://www.cs.cmu.edu/~pausch/Randy/pauschlastlecturetranscript.pdf

Updates:

http://download.srv.cs.cmu.edu/~pausch/news/index.html

Interesting articles:

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/people/randy-pausch-the-dying-man-who-taught-america-how-to-live-800182.html

http://www.time.com/time/specials/2007/article/0,28804,1733748_1733756_1736194,00.html








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July 18, 2008 3:02 PM
The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.
E E Cummings

It has been two weeks since I began blogging. The blog is still unfinished and I had to make time to get it done. Friday came and soon will be gone. I just do not know why I feel so bored today. I think it was due to something unexplainable. I am not sad nor am I happy.

Geography Mock Exam for the first three periods. We were allowed to refer to the textbook and notes for relevant answers.

Whats the point?

Mock Exam is supposed to test our understanding and not let us jot down the answers. We were short of time and did not complete the test paper anyway.

I felt cheerful only during assembly today. A television personality star from Suria came and performed something regarding about the importance of Racial Harmony in Singapore. He was a great performer and entertainer. Like his dance moves and the Bon Jovi part where he pulled the school's flag down.

I just could not help but enjoy every moment of the play.

Recess was extended. Social Studies and Additional Mathematics. Boring day indeed.
Feeling lethargic right now. I just seemed to not have the mood to do anything.

Going to Vivocity to watch Batman now.

Goodbye, my avid readers. If there is even any......

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July 17, 2008 1:08 AM
'Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.'
Dr Seuss

Chinese "O" Level listening comprehension was broadcast live on symphony 92.4! Good Luck for the exams. As the classical musics played, I was trying to calm myself down. I was usually panicky and decided that there was a need to be calm. This later on will take a wrong turn......

It was soothing to hear Disney classical musics such as Pinocchio being played on the radio. 3pm was soon approaching and the examiner gave out the paper and checked our identification cards.
I was wondering if other people tuning into this channel would be able to have a piece of Chinese literal text being read to them. Soon before long, it all began. It will soon take a turn for me.
I was being too calm and failed to realise that the time was soon running out.

It was an HONEST MISTAKE.

I guessed I should be nervous and calm at the same time during the exams as it may do good for me. This would prevent me from day-dreaming and taking my own sweet little time to complete the exam scripts. I should not have taken a long time to decide an answer. I should not even be wishy-washy about it and choose it quickly.

It was my dreaded DOWNFALL.

I had stomach ache during the exam. What made it worse was realising that I only have one and the half minutes left to decide on my answers. I shaded the PCAS based on my instinct.
My heart dropped and stopped. It restarted again and was back alive, beating harder than ever. It was as though I had a heart attack and got high blood pressure all of a sudden.

I continued shading despite the stoppage time. I was lucky to have completed shading. However, my heart was not eased. I was fearful of failing.

What's done is done.

Mr. Yang told us the answers. It was very close. I wished the luck was on my side this time around. Hope that the results coming out in August will be satisfactory. B3!

Fingers are crossed.

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July 15, 2008 12:31 AM
Like I said, tomorrow is the "O" Level Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension. I wished myself good luck and to put in all my effort to pay close attention to what the radio is saying.

It was just a normal school day like any other day. Monday blues did not set in this week and was not lethargic despite staying up late last night to complete the Direct Polytechnic Admission form. Slept at 3am early morning. Lessons as usual once again for another day of learning!

We have Pastoral Guidance as our first period of the day. Everyone was given a task to think about jobs associated with Coca Cola Company. Hmm~ Marketing Manager, Director, Assistants.

Soon before long, it was English Period. Miss Chew told us her awe-inspiring life experiences she had during her schooling days. It brought back nostalgic memories to her all of a sudden. She kept on emphasizing the pain she had to go through to able-bodied enough to be in the team of dragon boat rowers . It was definitely an achievement for her although she was some what clueless about how she actually done it.

RECESS~

Bought my usual snack as always. I have to cut down on my daily unhealthy food intake which comprises of oily snacks. Hunger some how always seem to take control.

Mind Over Body! ~ Ha ha...

Once again, the usual blabbering from my friend.

Lessons after recess was very slack. We have too much time on our hands. Long enduring pain of screeching noises coming from some people in our classes seemed to have no effect on me as I was busy concentrating on finishing my homework.

After school was more cravings and sinful indulgence of Mac Donald's Spicy Deluxe Burger
( McSpicy). I always cannot stop myself from eating junk food whenever my friends call me out for lunch. Their favorite fast food chain was Mac Donald. During the process of eating, more sinister laughs could be heard from us. Nonsensical laughs kept spurring out of our mouths filled with juicy tender meat from the burger. The jokes were too "lame".

Got to leave now and retire myself to the bed and have some hopefully beautiful dreams and not nightmares!

=X
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July 11, 2008 1:08 AM
Physical Education was great today. Volley Ball is just so fun.
Test tomorrow.
Can't wait to go Ngee Ann Polytechnic tomorrow after school. =P

Monkey See Monkey Do!
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July 10, 2008 1:13 AM
I remembered watching Meet The Robinsons a few nights ago. It was such an awe-inspiring movie. The storyline and the plot was very original.

Keep Moving Forward!~

Started off today almost coming in late for school as usual. At last it rained! Lessons as usual. Had Elementary Mathematics Mock Exam once again. I was unprepared. Did not know that there was one today. I was doing my paper and my very irritating friend kept messaging me and calling me at the VERY wrong time. Saw the message he sent. Boy, I love those flowers =X.

For Physics, we went to the lab to do our practical and was almost clueless on what must we do. Everybody was chattering away. We has to balance the rod and measure the distance of the string to the rod. I went back to class and went to the toilet. Adrian Wong was mischievous! I was urinating and he kept splashing water on my back. Never mind. Wanted to carry water and chase him.

After recess was English Mock Exam as usual. Announcement: Direct Polytechnic Admission and
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Open House. Slots for Business Courses are "FULL HOUSE". Sighs!!

Went to patronise Ah Lif Prata Shop again. I better stop ordering more. Expecting to get sick if this continues......


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July 8, 2008 12:44 AM

Woke up at 11am on a Monday morning and to clear my errands ( HOMEWORK )
Brushed my teeth. Washed my face. I began doing the Chinese workbook and followed by the English newspaper article? Well never mind. Forgot all about it. I left A-Maths Review Questions 16. Did not have the time to study. Oh well!

Was lethargic as I missed my F1! Here is the results......

Britain
01 L.Hamilton 1:39:09.440
02 N.Heidfeld +68.5 secs
03 R.Barrichello +82.2 secs
Fastest Lap
K.Räikkönen 1:32.150
Pole Position
H.Kovalainen 1:21.049

Finally Sony Gallery called to tell me that stocks for Metal Gear Solid 4 came in! 2 WEEKS! I gave up already. Told them not to keep a copy for me. Buying at the end of the year instead.

Tests and more mock exams for this coming week. Braced myself for Friday once again. I hope.

Five ways to beat the Monday blues
  1. Just get out
  2. Turn on the music
  3. Wear your best
  4. Make your Monday Hater club!
  5. Just hog it
xD Smiles!

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12:25 AM
Finally decided to restart my life. Hope blogging does improve one's command of language. Haha! On Friday, 4th July 2008, My buddies and I went to Vivocity once again to catch a movie. Beginning to love Vivocity...... Wonder what draws all of us for movie at the same location the same time. I met them at Bukit Batok Interchange at 2.30pm. Once again I was the last! Got off bus 61 and immediately Brandon ran up bus 61 again. Alex and I was like? SO IMPATIENT FOR WHAT! I was fuming away...... I just got down the bus TIBS425R <- Driver was insane.THINKS he is Michael Schumacher.

Went up the bus and was on the way to Vivocity. We kept changing seats as we were facing the crowd. Sat at the back finally and we started chattering away. Once again they got so high and starting teasing and raping some innocent people right here...... Upside Downside Rightside Leftside In front and Behind okay! I know what you guys were thinking Horny Bastards! The trip to Vivocity was an unpleasant one. I could not relax in peace and kept being tortured by Rightside and Leftside!

We went to watch Hancock at 4.45pm and once again had to sit three rows from the front of the screen. Brandon as usual selfish. Nachos for himself. Cheesezz! He does not even share his. Until he finished all his nachos. Anyway, Hancock ( 7/10 ) to me was not worth watching. I nearly slept at one portion of the show. Lots of talking and not enough action. Get smart, on the other hand was well worth of my money. Since the show ended early, we went to the roof garden. OMG! BRANDON! CheeseBOY! Can you eat nachos properly! Cheese all over his shirt! Well nevermind! We went to play with water on the roof top. We got all wet and we have no shirt to change into. Jolly well sit there and dry ourselves up by the large ventilator thingy. Took 61 back and it was surprising fast! Was rushing home to watch Heart of Greed as usual. Lucky was home on time though. Was tired and nearly fell asleep on the bus ride home.

It was an enjoyable day and wished it was longer. Can I watch more movies! Please!












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