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"Many paths we travel, many souls we reach, happiness extends its hand to those who weep.
Each and every heart we touch, enlightens our very soul, for it is that path we take,
that very light we seek, sends us on our journey to that very Heart we seek."
Name: `Jason Ng Wen Kai.`


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February 22, 2009 11:44 PM
Grandma's Birthday! =D

Happy Birthday Popo! =D You have just turned one year older! May you be blessed with youthful looks and be healthy always!

Everyone celebrated grandma's birthday at my cousin's house. Actual birth date was 7 of March. It was a potluck dinner again and my parents cooked up some dishes. I love the herbal chicken the most and the curry. Abalone! omg. Meesiam mai hum! no soup for meesiam though. We played and chatted. Karaoke with cousins =x haha. Spot the difference. Played wii! The birthday cake was ice cream with mint.We stayed till 4am before leaving for home. Usual stuffs we do always.

I love my family! =D











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February 20, 2009 5:27 PM
Cher - Believe!

(fade in..then out...singing:) After love (repeat 12 times)

No matter how hard I try
You keep pushing me aside
And I can't break through
There's no talking to you
It's so sad that you're leaving
It takes time to believe it
But after all is said and done
You're gonna be the lonely one, oh

Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough now,
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough now

What am I supposed to do
Sit around and wait for you
Well I can't do that
And there's no turning back
I need time to move on
I need love to feel strong
'Cause I've had time to think it through
And maybe I'm too good for you, oh

Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no

Well I know that I'll get through this
'Cause I know that I am strong
And I don't need you anymore
No, I don't need you anymore
Oh, I don't need you anymore
No, I don't need you anymore

Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no
Do you believe in life after love
I can feel something inside me say
I really don't think you're strong enough, no (fade)

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5:12 PM

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February 19, 2009 2:05 AM
Need to plan.
think.

Should I go back to work?

Can I appeal again?

Be on the waiting list?

What should I do now?

What should I do next?

What have I done by the end of the day?

What have I achieved?

When does school start?

When is my enrollment package coming?

What should I do tomorrow? the next day? the day after?

What a random post.

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February 18, 2009 3:31 AM

3:14 AM
I was woken up somehow by my dreams? I guessed it was around 6am when I was woken. Straining my eyes to see the clock. I went back to bed and was woken up by Alex's phone call at 7am. He text me to ask me where am I. I replied him "My body feels unpleasurable and feels like lying on the bed". HAHA. How can I thought of that when I was half-asleep.

I met Brandon later on at about 8.30am to have my breakfast with him. We had Bee hoon with Mian again. After eating we made our way to my house. We sang? Blog? Videos ....

He left with me and Kenneth to Bukit Batok Interchange before separating our ways. Kenneth and I later went to Cityhall to meet Joavan Xueli and Ezekiel. We walked around aimlessly and had our late lunch at Long John Silver. There was nothing much to see at Millinium Walk. We decided to walk over to somewhere far and stopby at Starbucks Coffee to relax. We played Heart Attack!!! HAHAHA while waiting for Shawn to arrive before watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button at The Cathay at 6.40pm. The show ended at 9.40pm and we were soo hungryy. We had KFC for dinner opposite at some area. We did the 6 person in the photo thing? Which was possible!

We took our separate ways and bus homed on 174.

Right now I am still chatting on the phone with Brandon at 3.30am......Maybe till 5am?

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February 17, 2009 12:10 AM
Kenneth and I went out to meet Alex for lunch at Subway. Before walking around aimlessly.
Alex had to go back for his remedial at 4pm and we waited for him till it is 5pm at Mac Donald's. Brandon joined us later on.

Brandon's Mum was kind enough to treat the 3 of us for dinner at Swensens but we have our own dinner at home. As his mum insisted we had some light side dishes and chit-chatted. We left at around 8pm and headed home.


When is my enrollment package coming?
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1:12 AM
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February 10, 2009 9:50 AM

7 Feb 2009
I went to my cousin's house to mark the end of Chinese New Year! We had potluck and played spot the difference on facebook -.- My cousin was so addicted to it. After dinner we went to play my cousin's Nintendo Wii. Rayman and the Raving Rabbits! Guitar Hero! OMG! Through the flames and fire the song. I managed to complete only 70% of the song -.- on easy. Left my cousin's house at 4am. I saw a big bright moon on the way home on the highway =D



8 Feb 2009
We met at 2pm at Jurong East Interchange and took 197 all the way to Marine Parade before walking a good 15 minutes across the bridge before arriving at East Coast Park at 4pm. The bus ride was 1 hour 30 minutes long which was damnnn Irritatingly LONG! We crapped along the way on the bus and was sure hell funny.

We rented a bike. *Alex and I. We wanted to ride far but Brandon walked slowly like a snail. We decided to teach Brandon how to ride a bicycle after 16 years of no experience. =D Brandon was very embarrassed. We helped him by finding a secluded spot for him to learn. He was a fast learner. He rode on our bikes and we held him. On his trial run he braked too hard and the bike flew forward and the whole bike was all over him =X HAHAHA.

After about 20 minutes he managed to ride without any help. Good Job! Keep up the good work!
But this is just the beginning of the real danger ahead. We wanted to go back to the shop to get Brandon a bike but on the way my bike's handle bar came off. =X OMG.
Brandon went to rent a bike for himself shortly after that. We begin to ride long distances and Brandon was sure a road hazard. He swerve into our lane time and time again and nearly caused us to crash. Alex and I tried free rolling but failed! I nearly crashed because I nearly lost my balance. My bike kept jerking and Brandon and Alex was laughing how unstable the bike was. I got scratches -.- We went on riding ahead of Brandon who was still a beginner and still riding very slowly. He still does not know how to brake properly and does not give way to pedestrians. While riding we caught sight of Ricson and his friends but we could not stop as we were full speed ahead.

Brandon was evil. He crashed into a small girl when he could have avoided the accident. Sighs -.- Lucky the little girl was not crying if not har..... Don't know Brandon will be sued or not =X
Brandon however did the nicest thing in the world. =X He said sorry to her. So kind! Brandon forced me to write this* Hehe.

We stopped riding at the stated time and went for a drink before heading to the beach. We made footprints and all. Writing names...... =X We watched the Sun set. Let the waves wash our legs. At around 8pm we left and headed home on 197. It was another 1 hour 30 minutes. -.- I reached home at 10pm to have my dinner before we chatted on the phone. =D Such a tiring day.

Brandon's achievement! Finally learned how to ride a bike =D

I appealed but failed -.- BIT here I come!























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February 6, 2009 11:20 PM

I went out with Kenneth with the intention of going out to watch Inkheart at Vivocity with some red campers. Both of us were sian of going and we were lucky as they were busy. We went to have our lunch at Mac Donald's with Alex Brandon and Choon Quan. We had a slow lunch before walking around West Mall. We were stucked in the library for sometime finding Brandon's Psychic Book. We decided to walk back to school to find Alex.

After that we went back to Coffee Bean to have some ice blended juice =D before me and kenneth watched Inkheart. It was an OKAY show. We had our dinner at Koufu before Kenneth came my house we completed Resistance 2!

Okay! My heart tells me to sell the game. Any takers?

Going to my Oldest Aunt's house to mark the end of Chinese New Year! HAHAHA!

:D

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February 5, 2009 10:47 PM
Haha! Kenneth and I went to Gym today. Did the dumbbells. Hand aching. Cycling machine and treadmill. Almost faint -.- Giddy. Soon after we went back and played R2. He left and I rushed down to find Brandon. Alex was late. 6pm till he release from lessons. Lucky we were at the library reading again =D. Psychic Powers! hahaah. We had our dinner together before we went our separate ways. Nothing much to talk about.
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1:13 AM
I went out to have lunch with Alex and Brandon. First time I was the earliest! =D Brandon was still fast asleep if not for the fact that I called him. We went to food court to have lunch. I ate fried rice! Auntie still remembers us haha. After lunch we walked around and sat at the library reading and finally borrowing books. Left at 6pm to catch 173 back home. Long ride and Jam -.-

Going to gym tomorrow and tennis?
J

February 4, 2009 1:29 AM
My Love - Westlife

An empty street,
An empty house,
A hole inside my heart,
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how,
I wonder why,
I wonder where they are,
The days we had,
The songs we sang together(oh yeah).

And ohhh.. my love,
I'm holding on forever,
Reaching for a love that seems so far,

Chorus:
So I say a little prayer,
and hope my dreams will take me there,
where the skies are blue to see you once again,
My love,
over seas from coast to coast,
to find the place I love the most,
where the fields are green to see you once again,
my love.

I try to read,
i go to work,
i'm laughing with my friends,
but i can't stop to keep myself from thinking(oh no)

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
the days we had, the songs we sang together(oh yeah)

And ohhh.. my love
I'm holding on forever, reaching for a love that seems so far

Chorus

To hold you in my arms,
To promise you my love,
To tell you from a far
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus to end
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1:27 AM
My Love Will Get You Home lyrics

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the alone star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.
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1:07 AM
Hello! Good Morning. I went out at 7.30am to meet Alex and Brandon at the Mac Donald. I had no time for breakfast and immediately went for a walk with Brandon. The usual exercise regime. We started walking the long way and stopped at Toh Yi for breakfast =D Beehoon with Mian. We chatted over a cup of tea and coffee before we parted.

I met up Kenneth for lunch at 12.45pm. We had our lunch at Bukit Timah Market. Resistance 2! Too bad there is no Co-op. -.- It is harder than Resistance omg. It was hella fun okay.

Gamed till 6+ before he left.

That's my day for today. =D
J

February 1, 2009 1:47 AM


My family and I went to my father's friend's house. Haha! Xbox360 for the young and gambling for the old! =x We had our lunch of beehoon before gambling =P. My mum started playing first while i was using my laptop. I wanted to watch Reborn but decided to play blackjack with them. My mum had $4 on the table so that was what I started with. At first I was day dreaming as it was quite slow. Hitt the burger... All those funny comments..

The Anticipation!Haha Lucky! Beginner's Luck for me and acting blur =x Haha. $2 for the first few rounds to play safe. Up the stakes quietly to $4 =x and they got shocked. Haha Silent Killer coming! =x Continued to play and one of them even placed a $10 bet on me. He was lucky I got blackjack that round haha. Double Winings! =D Continued on Winning Profiting and Losing. Slowly moved up to $5. Lost my last $5. I chanced upon $10 for the next round. They think I am crazy for betting that much when my pile is so small. I play safe. Won back another $10 =D.
Downed my stake by half back to $5 again. Continued on. Last round was unlucky. BlackJack!
Lost $10 =(. Won $40 in the end. Not bad =D I want to play somemore haha! Biggest winner is still the host. Haha!



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1:36 AM
Awesome Drift Video.Ken Block

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