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"Many paths we travel, many souls we reach, happiness extends its hand to those who weep.
Each and every heart we touch, enlightens our very soul, for it is that path we take,
that very light we seek, sends us on our journey to that very Heart we seek."
Name: `Jason Ng Wen Kai.`


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November 23, 2008 11:52 PM
17 November 2008. It is the day when we are officially out of Secondary School life. Four years have passed so quickly. I wish I was still in this school, where memories are born. It was one of the greatest time of my life. -.-

Graduation Tea @ Chinatown. Furama City Centre.
This can be said to be our final meeting? Or would there some other time when we will meet once again. It reminds me of the song Graduation by Vitamin C.

I took 174 down to Chinatown early and managed to arrive there at 2pm and I was lost the moment I got there. I should have taken 970. It was much more direct. I was however not the last to arrive. Yuan Yun and Clique was still at Clementi. -.- I went in and everyone already sat down. Shortly after I arrived, the principal gave her last speech to us before she would be posted to another school in the east.

Buffet began! To be Honest, the food seriously sucks. There was not much variety of food to justify it's price. The video projector kept breaking down as well. -.- Choon Chor and Joachim won a prize. Ha. Nothing interesting =x We prepared a presentation for our class and it was simply awesome. Good things will come to an end some day. Memories will be for ever. We took photos with each other. I am still awaiting photos from Choon Chor. Why am I waiting! =D
Still high because of red camp =D. CENTURIONS!

I met up with Alex, Brandon, Liyar and Peiyi at Vivocity at 6pm. They tricked me saying that there was no tickets for me. Why would they do that for? Too boh liao? =x Simply Irritattting! We watched Madagascar 2 at 6.50pm. It was simply awesome! =DDD. MOMO the Hippo! Haha
We had our dinner before heading home on the train. I was seen to be emoing when I was not. -.-

Here are some of the photos I took. Sorry for some of the blur photos =x.
















Matters of The Heart@

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November 20, 2008 9:11 PM
What camp? Red Camp. What camp? Red Camp. What camp? Red Camp 5!

=D

Busy. Shall update when the Red Camp 5 ends. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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November 15, 2008 2:25 AM
I finally got a job and it was approved. Starting work on 24 of November. I can't wait to earn some experience and money. =D My pay has to be based on my prelim results? Weird.

Graduation Tea is coming up next Monday and I have not shop for clothes. I should just wear back my old clothes I guess. I am still looking for sunglasses. -.-

My class made a song for the presentation on Monday. I find that the guys should not sing at all. Just the girls singing would be nice.

Graduation just reminded me of the song by Vitamin C. The lyrics, tune and the mood is just perfect. I think we should just use that song instead of composing.


4E3 Graduation Song.mp3

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November 13, 2008 11:30 PM
I was so bored yesterday night that I played Counter-Strike Source until it was 4AM. We played no-scope and I was called a teleporter. It was as though I was hacking. I woke up next morning to find myself with nothing to do. I cooked my lunch and went to play Demon Tower Defence. It has been awhile since I last played tower defence. I just realised I have been neglecting my Neopets =X. I have not even start reading A Thousand Splendid Suns that I bought before the O' Levels.

I want to join Clan LJY! However, I am a Defence of The Ancients' Newbie!

In the early afternoon, I went out with Leexun and Leechuan to Sim Lim Square as they wanted to get themselves new keyboards and mouses. The last time I met them was during Teacher's Day. It has been awhile since I last met my primary school Bestie =D,Leexun. HAH! Makes me recall the good old times we used to share during the primary school days' PRISTON TALE! =D Clan RuinDestinY! Haha! Knights' Brandishing! I miss the good old days!

Leexun just kept talking as usual. Haha! Always have things to talk to him. I cannot believe your Razer mouse broke down after a year. Good that you bought logitech. Don't waste money now. Save up and get a new computer and play with me please.
Someday come my house and play playstation 3? I know you guys are dying to play it =X. Good luck for your O'Levels in getting around 7 to 8 points. Please do not forget how to count mentally.
$39 + $39 = $78. Haha!

I reached home and immediately phoned Alex and he was sleeping. I rushed him out of his house and we went Jurong Point to catch a dinner and do window shopping. We were bored and I do not wish to miss my Channel 8, 9PM show. We went to CSC's Lanshop to play for an hour. My word of advice, don't ever go there. The computers' are laggy, they are slow, and the environment is horrible.

Home is the best place you can ever be. It allows you to feel like you are in your own world, isolated from the realities of life. Living in a world of fantasy and ignoring what is happening around you. Stucked in your own room, thinking, thinking and thinking. Time just slowly flies, feeling relaxed and calmed at the very moment.

What am I going to do during this holiday? Singapore is so small. It is so boring. Alex, please plan.




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11:12 PM

Verse2

I can’t tell how’s it gonna be,

When the world is so far from reality,

But now i know that something has changed,

Friends are forever,

It wouldn’t be the same.

Chorus2 (sing twice)

Today’s the day that i will be free,

We’re on our own to chase our dreams,

Maybe memories i’ll keep in mind,

Thanks to you.. now we’ll be fine,

So thank you (sing twice)

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November 12, 2008 1:06 AM

Yes! Words could not express how much I felt when this moment finally came. The last paper only lasted one hour and after the paper we immediately compared answers =D. After what seemed a long time, we went home and get ready to go West Mall. I met Brandon, 20 minutes late =D. Patience!. The bus is a snail.

We ate at our favourite store at Koufu once again. Aunty was friendly and knew what we wanted. She gave an extra serving to Brandon.

Forever Zibi -.-"

We waited for Yu Xiang and Alex to arrive before making our way on 61 to Vivocity to catch Quantum of Solace. We arrived there early and began walking around aimlessly. Brandon was hyper today. What went wrong with him?

We went into the cinema at 4pm and sat down as usual smuggled food and drinks in to save money. The movie was really without a plot. Just chase after the guy.
James Bond kills people in cold blood!
The show ended at approximately 6pm and we went to walk around. Brandon and Yu Xiang left first as Brandon had a headache. Alex and I continued on and stayed at the sky garden. We sat at our usual spot and watch the sun set.

We took 61 home and I was sleeping in the bus -.-
It was a tiring day. I nearly missed my stop had not Alex woke me up before he alighted.

Holiday had just begun. I wonder what am I going to do this holiday. -.-
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November 7, 2008 7:01 PM
Obama : “If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible; who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time; who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.”
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Respect.
An esteem for, or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability.
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November 6, 2008 11:53 PM
Life has recently been preoccupied with studies. But right now it is coming towards the end of the road. It is the last 10 metres like what Mr Teo said. Life is pretty much boring even when the holidays has not started. What is wrong? I am feeling lethargic. Holidays are gonna be long and I am not occupied then.

Should I play?
Should I read?
Should I find a new hobby?
What should I do?

There are so many things happening right now.

What to do during the holidays?
What will I get for my O Level results?
Where will I go in future?
What will I be?

There so many questions I have yet found an answer to.

I still want to go back to school. I miss my friends, my school, everything.
Holidays have yet started.

People change. For the better, for the worse.

Only thing I can do now is wait. Patience.
Waiting to be hired. Waiting for the last paper to come and go. Wait.
Just wait.

Nothing much more I can do besides waiting right now.

11 November 2008. The day when all hell will break loose. People will be jumping for joy to mark the end of this torturous journey. 10 years of compulsory education will finally end. The day.

What have I learned?
What did I gain?
What did I lose?
Who are my friends and foes?

I am hoping for a fun-filled holiday, all jam-packed with activities.
Please give me something to do, something to care, something to be burdened with. I don't want to rot and grow mushrooms =x nor go italy and grow apples =x. I need to spend my holiday meaningfully? Enjoy it while I can. Worked hard, shall play hard now.

Please someone, organise some outing please. Make it daily. =D Be it Sentosa, East Coast Park, anywhere.

Marked the calender. 11/11/08.


I miss everything. I will not negotiate a turn nor falter.

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11:43 PM
Once again it is the time for someone to gain an age. It is the time when somebody grows older and more mature. It is the time when all wishes and hopes are to be made again. I wish that may all your dreams and wishes do come true even though in reality it does not. Do remember who you are and what you are.

You are one year older now. =D

I do wish that our friendship will remain as strong as ever will be.

Holidays are coming. Do plan something to do.

Get something, to kill boredom.

HAHA! Getting to formal.
jiak gan dang really =)
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Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

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I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
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