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"Many paths we travel, many souls we reach, happiness extends its hand to those who weep.
Each and every heart we touch, enlightens our very soul, for it is that path we take,
that very light we seek, sends us on our journey to that very Heart we seek."
Name: `Jason Ng Wen Kai.`


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I'm not over it
November 6, 2008 11:53 PM
Life has recently been preoccupied with studies. But right now it is coming towards the end of the road. It is the last 10 metres like what Mr Teo said. Life is pretty much boring even when the holidays has not started. What is wrong? I am feeling lethargic. Holidays are gonna be long and I am not occupied then.

Should I play?
Should I read?
Should I find a new hobby?
What should I do?

There are so many things happening right now.

What to do during the holidays?
What will I get for my O Level results?
Where will I go in future?
What will I be?

There so many questions I have yet found an answer to.

I still want to go back to school. I miss my friends, my school, everything.
Holidays have yet started.

People change. For the better, for the worse.

Only thing I can do now is wait. Patience.
Waiting to be hired. Waiting for the last paper to come and go. Wait.
Just wait.

Nothing much more I can do besides waiting right now.

11 November 2008. The day when all hell will break loose. People will be jumping for joy to mark the end of this torturous journey. 10 years of compulsory education will finally end. The day.

What have I learned?
What did I gain?
What did I lose?
Who are my friends and foes?

I am hoping for a fun-filled holiday, all jam-packed with activities.
Please give me something to do, something to care, something to be burdened with. I don't want to rot and grow mushrooms =x nor go italy and grow apples =x. I need to spend my holiday meaningfully? Enjoy it while I can. Worked hard, shall play hard now.

Please someone, organise some outing please. Make it daily. =D Be it Sentosa, East Coast Park, anywhere.

Marked the calender. 11/11/08.


I miss everything. I will not negotiate a turn nor falter.

J